I have no more mites in the house, or on my body… but research and testing must continue… so I decided to see a client again. Body work. A perfect setup for reinfestation.
I could have waited till Tuesday, and get reinfected at the chiropractor, but why waste a perfect weekend… lol.
Now, I don’t want to talk about mites in this article, but I wanted to share the circumstance.
I don’t like to be able to see so much… I still scare myself, after so many years.
I am a skeptic. A true scientist. I do what I do, but I observe it with a healthy dose of skepticism, because there is no reason I should know what I know, feel what I feel.
Being an empath is beyond reason. Very uncomfortable for a true scientist.
From time to time I feel stuff that is physical, non-subjective: it either happened or it didn’t. It is either true or it isn’t.
It takes a lot of courage to say it, publicly, where I can be found out as a fraud, a fake, an impostor I whould be, if there were only what is known to science.
Today, while I was pulling the cords, attachments, and bindings
Teal Scott aka Teal Swan aka Teal Bosworth must be making waves again… Frequency paintings
Can these paintings raise your vibration automatically? Of course not. It is another greed: raising your vibration… without work… hah, gotcha! lol
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I had the most peculiar experience today that forever changed my relationship to Source.
I have been muscle testing everything, and the results have been erratic, and even my name came out as no: Is my name Sophie? No.
That phenomenon is called “turned” when what means “no” become what normally means “yes”.
There is a way to turn oneself back… so no worries.
This “turning” has been becoming more and more frequent, so today I asked the question…
You want to raise your vibration? Don’t know how to do it?
I talk to at least ten of you, readers, every day, through email. The question is always: but what do I do to raise my vibration?
The answer, when I give it to most of you, goes right over your head. We are like two trains passing each other in the night… I am not getting through to most you and therefore I can’t make a difference for you. But why is that?
This is what this article is about… so read it, and read it a few times, until it’s crystal clear.
About 30 years ago, I didn’t have a car, and I had to beg a ride every time I wanted to go to Landmark to assist.
I spent hours in cars, in conversations I would not have had otherwise.
I talked to people at length that I would never have talked to. It enriched my life.
One of these people, half my age, drove me back and forth every Sunday. We talked a lot. She had a room full of stuff, neatly organized, figurines and such.
Do you think this is a game?!
In the past five months I have taken all my senses, all my capacities inward, and to sensing and feeling.
The brain plasticity allows you to re-organize what you use to get valid information about your world, and I moved all my available capacities to inner and outer sensation.
You, on the other hand, have moved all your available capacities to the mind, where it intermingles with untruth… but this article is not about that.
Anyway, this morning I was paying attention to the dynamic between the world and me… to the attitudes and feelings of critters around, small and big, and I saw something that shook me up a bit.
People think that a mite infestation, especially the spider mite infestation is more a nuisance than anything.
After all what harm can these critters cause… no bacteria, no virus… no big deal.
But the truth is much more complicated, and much more dramatic than that.
The spider mites that live their whole life-cycle hidden from observation, have the visible stage: the nymph getting nutrients from the host.
A simple bite would harmful, would be painful, maybe it even would itch, but it probably wouldn’t kill you.
What kills you, and it does, that the nymph is attached to your skin, inner or outer, and its chemicals irritate the skin for days.
My niece died of cervical cancer.
Back in 1986 there was a seminar series, lead by no other than Werner Erhard.
I was brand new, but I was allowed to sign up. The topic was: “I have something to say in the matter”.
At the time my level of understanding was that I can change what I do, I can protest to what other people do… I did not understand that you can say something in the matter of everything that belongs to you.
Everything that belongs to you… out of which the most potent is your being. Who are you in the matter of X.
So, how does this being expresses itself, really?
Most of you come to me for confirmation. Confirmation that what you know is true, that who you are and how you “do” life is ok…
A handful of you are somewhat open.
Now, I don’t say that you know this about yourself… this article is to wake you up, to bring awareness to this, so you can be conscious of it.
