There has been a huge lie I’ve been repeating… unaware that it’s a lie.
I first heard it and have been repeating it from Robert Scheinfeld a long time ago.
The lie is subtle. It hides a fundamental truth behind itself, a truth I didn’t become aware until earlier this week. It promptly took the wind out of my sail, maybe forever.
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Oxygen. Just google “air oxygen content historically” without the quotation marks, and be amazed how much you don’t know.
Humanity, life, evolved to a certain mix of conditions on Planet Earth, long long time ego. Billions of years? Long time.
Billions of dollars I may understand… 1-2-3 and I count to billions. But billions of years? So between 1 and 2 I have to wait a year? lol… I can’t fathom that. So a long long time ago is enough for me.
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In the past few years I raised my available and useful IQ 75 points.
What did I do?
Listen up! Whoever you are, wherever you start, you can do it too!
When I muscletest people I find a marked difference between their innate IQ and their available IQ. Sometimes as much as 60 points.
Available IQ is what produces the results that you want.
Innate IQ may be the highest you can raise your available IQ.
How anyone has ever taught is wrong… and how it has lead to a humanity to being unhappy chasing happiness…
In this long and life threatening situation of mine, where I still can’t see the end of it… I have truly lived my invented purpose: ‘living on the edge, generating distinctions of transformation for humankind’.
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I am feeling almost the same way I felt two weeks ago.
I have decide to give you the recording of a call I had with a student of mine earlier today.
you can find out what’s going on… and I also do a little bit of teaching.
Enjoy
We all live in a ditch-like space that gets deeper and maybe even narrower as we go along.
A ditch is like a tunnel except that it is open to the sky.
People don’t know they live in a ditch. Why? Because all they know is the ditch. It becomes everything because the only thing that would distinguish the ditch is ‘not-ditch’. But because a person in a ditch can only see what is in the ditch and the dirt that is its wall, ditch can’t be distinguished from the inside of it.
My job, in this article, is to cause you to SEE, aka distinguish your ditch so you can have more than just that in your life.
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After I almost fell off the face of the planet… people asked me: how can I help you? What can I do for you?
And until now I have answered: there is nothing you can do, thank you very much for offering.
But upon looking at my bank account balance, I decided to ask for something. Something like a win-win.
Not money… my philosophy is ‘if I didn’t earn I don’t eat’. But I learned something a long time ago, heard it again many times since. But unfortunately sometimes it takes 20-30 years to move on something.
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One day a Zen master told his students that he was going to teach a new technique of shooting an arrow.
He instructed his students to cover his eyes with a cloth and then he shot his arrow. When he opened his eyes, he saw the target with no arrow in it and when he looked at his students, they looked embarrassed because their teacher had missed.
The Zen master asked, ‘What did you learn?’
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Something or someone always tries to kill you, kill your confidence, kill your success.
It is not wrong. It is the nature of reality.
And unless you learned this really early on, you are both ineffective at life, and always pissed. Pissed, as in frustrated, angry, upset, because the way the world is doesn’t match your expectations, your picture of what is fair.
One would think I had already known this… and maybe to a certain degree I have.
But not fully.
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Most people, even some sayings suggest that dying trying is a good thing. But that supports most people who stop at tying and never get to doing. They have the sizzle of the steak, but never deliver the steak itself.
This is the continuation of yesterday’s article.
‘Not real, not real.’ What happens when you can say that?
I may not live much longer, but while I am alive, I’ll do the work necessary.
I slept a total of two hours last night. Then I woke up with a start… could not go back to sleep… And the experience of I am suffocating every time I put my head down is not ever going to allow me to sleep again.
So I got up, and researched chronic pulmonary obstruction disease… My symptoms are most similar to that…
Then I went back to bed and practiced for an hour to say: ‘not real, not real’ every time the panic came up. The not real tells me relax the muscles that block the air flow. I did that 80 times in that hour.
This is not dissimilar to the Amish Horse Training Method, where what needs to be let go of is a thought, but it isn’t the thought that keeps you miserable, it’s the meaning.
So the meaning is what is not real.
‘I am suffocating’… is not real. I noticed that there was, each time, an image or a mini-movie that triggered it. It was easier to see because I had my eyes closed……
Eighty repetitions got me to being consciously incompetent. The goal is to get myself to unconscious competence. Muscletest says another 300 successful repetitions can take me there. In the meantime my vibration has dropped, my IQ has dropped, and there is no guarantee that I’ll be able to sleep through the night even after I get competent.
But without integrity nothing works, not you, not your life. And worse than that: you can’t love yourself. And without integrity your word has no power.
When you say: ‘not real’, you are creating with your word… and if your word has no power, then you won’t obey it. In my case, in suffocating: if I didn’t HONOR my word, I would jump up and try to stay alive… Instead, when I say not real, not real… I already relax the muscles that obstruct my airways. And when I really-really didn’t react, my eyes even stayed closed… About half of the 80 instances.
Why is this called The Amish Horse Training Method?
The Amish ties the young horse to a fence post on the side of the highway for days, about 7 days. Every vehicle passing triggers the horse until it gets it, if it gets it, that all that noise is not personal, and that he, the horse, can let go of reacting to every noise.
Only humans are so arrogant to believe that just knowing what there is to do is enough…
So I have had not one student who has achieved mastery at the Amish Horse Training Method, even though I have no students who wouldn’t need it. Because just like an untrained horse reacts to everything, you do too… And it is as dangerous as in the case of the horse: you pull your whole life in the way of the eighteen
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