One of my greatest revelations about transformational methods was in the Wisdom Course, a year long Landmark program.
It was a method of telling the story of your life.
You can tell the story of your life in a lot of ways.
from abuse to abuse
from success to success
from the point of view of what school you went to
More conspiracy theories that can open your eyes
Could you identify the many ways you don’t like yourself an your life?
Most likely, these areas are areas where conspiracy distorted your behavior, distorted your thinking, distorted your expectations.
Consciously, willfully, with malicious intent.
You find yourself not sleeping well, eating the wrong thing, not taking care of yourself… Maybe you are getting signs of depression… Maybe you are procrastinating…
How can you restore yourself to wellness? You don’t even know why you are not able to take care of yourself…
Your integrity is out… your sensitive conscience will not let you be well until you set things right.
We do things, little or big, that hurt others, hurt us. And then we expect to have a great life. Not possible.
But certain symptoms start happening. You can’t concentrate, or you can’t sleep well, peacefully. Or you don’t do what you know you must, you procrastinate.
To get out of the deep hole you inequities put you, you need to start taking small steps to restore your integrity, to restore your wholeness.
You can’t love yourself, when your integrity is out, and you can’t love your life when you don’t love yourself.
It is a downward spiral like the tread of the screw, every turn of the screw takes you deeper and deeper into the mire.
