I used to be a course junkie. I have recovered… This morning’s incident is a good indicator… I found myself this morning unable to connect. Connect to Source… When I closed my eyes, I was buzzing… I muscle tested: Am … Continue reading
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If this article doesn’t apply to you, then I hope you are intelligent enough to know… Just please know, that 90% of the people it applies to will also think: “This doesn’t apply to me”. lol… not funny. For context, …
It’s been a weird couple of days. Every time I stop doing something my mind goes to evil acts I have seen in movies or read about in books. It started with the Marco Polo series on Netflix. I realized …
What you are, instead alive, is a walking dead, resigned, and settled for the little that, it seems, life has to offer. To you. You see others, seemingly happy, seemingly alive, and you feel regret, shame, and envy. Your heart, …
I have been curious why certain things I could do, like certain marketing moves, but I am not doing them. Actually, there are quite a few things that I know I can do, and I don’t do them. What’s there …
We all have it. Mine is devastation. It pops up when it’s most unexpected. Devastation is between grief and terror… squeezes a tiny drop of tear in my eye, no matter where I am, who I am with, when it …
Last night, in bed, I accidentally hugged myself. Then, unexpectedly, I said to myself: I love you, little one. And then the “fun” began… The emotional dings, the doubt, the questioning, the grief. Hoho… I said, what’s going on? The …
I don’t know… I am still crying. The mini-series I watched is called River… we could have called it Riveting… because it is. For me… River is a police detective. His long time partner, Frankie gets murdered: shot from a …