I am prone to depression. Not sadness, but a loss of aliveness, a loss of inner motivation. I have barely came out of a bout with one… and have been intensely curious of what caused it. Depression, as I experience … Continue reading
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I guess it is that time of the year… where the broken faced child comes out of the woodwork… Life is cyclical. In addition to the visible cycles, there are invisible cycles. They are intimately connected to some early life …
I am about as religious as a teacup… and that is actually one of the freedoms that allow me to experiment, to allow myself to be guided through torturous paths, to use my life to discover law-like phenomena, to read …
You are making all the right moves, you feel on the top of the world, smart, dashing… and then reality comes crashing down… the game you were playing bottoms out: you lose the person you were charming says something like: …